I was at the Rev today.

The Rev, It's this awesome church I attend.
And it left me with something huge tonight.
This is going to be a short blog, but just bare with me, ok?

It left me with this.....


You CAN.
Not Can't.
You CAN, You just kinda have to hold on to that.

=]

I've been thinking...

I've been thinking about these damn blogs.
How they can be used in hurtful manners, and turn black on you. How they can be used to hurt someone you care about.

If you care about someone, you don't write something that you would be ashamed to have them see, if it isn't meant for them, if it's just to vent, keep it priviate. it's not always something the world needs to read.

I can speak from personal experience that it's not always a good idea to just assume someone can't or wont see the shit that you say about them.

You know who you are, and I'm not trying to piss you off or hurt you. But maybe you should apologize, because I remember once upon a time when I wrote a blog with some damn hurtful things about you in it, and we wouldn't be friends today if I hadn't apologized. I know she can sometimes be hard to handle, but she is your best friend. and she didn't deserve such a pointed, public attack. Just think about it, kay? You are a sweet person, and I know you'll do what's right once you have a chance to calm down.

And after all, You're my wonderwall.

I'm sitting here, listening to wonderwall. It makes me wonder.... about walls. Walls people build to keep people out, and let people in. Those walls that are carefully placed as an obsticle constructed by others causing pain to the builder, betraying the builder, destroying that builder. it makes me wonder what happened for those walls to be put up, who is going to be the one to save them.

As human beings, we have this unreasonable capacity to love another human being. It seems wasted all to often, and taken for granted, but none the less it is there. So many people look their whole lives for love. Some simply stumble across it, some very lucky ones grow old with it. It's what everyone wants out of life.

Love.
L.O.V.E
Love.

All your life, this is what you work towards in some form or another.


Don't give up on it, ever. I know it's easy to think it'll never happen for you, because love is the one true act that is toooo good to be true. It's the only real shocker left in the world.

I know I want it.

So...

I just finished reading a book.
"The secret life of Price Charming." by Deb Caletti.

I have to say, her books always inspire me. They always make me learn something, and feel better about life. They shed light on things I never knew, or thought I knew.

So, going along with my on-running theme of love.

This book made me realize, With love, you shouldn't have to fight to keep it, You shouldn't have to spend endless nights crying over it, or compromise yourself to gain it.
Love should fit you, love should be easy, and smooth. It should be everything you never knew, because nothing else had ever felt so right.



Deb Caletti has to be my favorite author, And I strongly advice reading her books, because they are so powerful. Atleast to me they are.

And that's the end of that.
Just keep waiting. Wait for love until it's right, and when it is right, you will know it's right.




P.S; Miss Jessica, You should come home this weekend with Meegan.
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Mating for life?

I have been thinking alot lately, Like an unreasonably amount. Mostly my thoughts have been on life, longing and love. Three very important L words. [ Completely unrelated the addictive Lesbian show, By the way. ]

Anyways, I've been thinking about how so few species mate for life, How people do it, And Penguins do it. Just as an example of one.

This thought made me wonder, why is the human race so stupid? I mean, We are supposed to be so advanced, but we can't get the one thing right that has been around forever, Love. Penguins mate for life, I've never heard of a penguin cheating, Or abusing it's mate. I've never heard of penguin divorce. They choose and mate, and they get it right the first time, while people go their whole lives stumbling around looking for the one thing everybody wants, and not everyone can find.

This makes me think that Penguins are the ones with the developed brains, that they are so much more complex then we can dream to be. If only the human race could get it right the first time. The world would be a better place, that's for sure.

The lack of heartbreak would probably save lives, and improve the standard of living.

I don't know about any of you people out there, But I wish I could have gotten it right the first time, rather than having to go through getting it completely and utterly wrong.

I may have learned from it, Everyone may learn from it, but it's a lesson the world can do without.








I bet penguins never loose their child-like innocence.