I've been thinking...

I've been thinking about these damn blogs.
How they can be used in hurtful manners, and turn black on you. How they can be used to hurt someone you care about.

If you care about someone, you don't write something that you would be ashamed to have them see, if it isn't meant for them, if it's just to vent, keep it priviate. it's not always something the world needs to read.

I can speak from personal experience that it's not always a good idea to just assume someone can't or wont see the shit that you say about them.

You know who you are, and I'm not trying to piss you off or hurt you. But maybe you should apologize, because I remember once upon a time when I wrote a blog with some damn hurtful things about you in it, and we wouldn't be friends today if I hadn't apologized. I know she can sometimes be hard to handle, but she is your best friend. and she didn't deserve such a pointed, public attack. Just think about it, kay? You are a sweet person, and I know you'll do what's right once you have a chance to calm down.

And after all, You're my wonderwall.

I'm sitting here, listening to wonderwall. It makes me wonder.... about walls. Walls people build to keep people out, and let people in. Those walls that are carefully placed as an obsticle constructed by others causing pain to the builder, betraying the builder, destroying that builder. it makes me wonder what happened for those walls to be put up, who is going to be the one to save them.

As human beings, we have this unreasonable capacity to love another human being. It seems wasted all to often, and taken for granted, but none the less it is there. So many people look their whole lives for love. Some simply stumble across it, some very lucky ones grow old with it. It's what everyone wants out of life.

Love.
L.O.V.E
Love.

All your life, this is what you work towards in some form or another.


Don't give up on it, ever. I know it's easy to think it'll never happen for you, because love is the one true act that is toooo good to be true. It's the only real shocker left in the world.

I know I want it.